I came home to Las Pinas from school (which is in quezon City) today. It was nice to finally be home after a schoolweek away from home. I went up to the room I share with my brothers, as i sat on my borther’s bed, i saw my old physics notebook (the one i had in highschool) on our extremely messy bookshelf. I took it down and opened it. Knowing myself, I used to doodle at the back pages of my notebooks. I opened the notebook at the back, and on the first page from the back cover i saw some practice programs for our computer programming subject (i must have used it because i couldn’t find my computer notebook). I turned the page and i saw a letter from a friend written on the page of my notebook. I read on. The letter was dated February 10, 2003 and my friend had just broken up with her then boyfriend (a classmate of ours). In the letter she first thanked me for lending her my notes in Physics, then she went on about her sentiments on their break-up. How she was just showing a strong exterior, but inside she was feeling so low. She also asked me "Paano nga no, kung yung talagang para satin nasa ibang lugar noh? Sana may nakakaalam…" I clearly remember uttering my thoughts out loud as to what if the man God intended for me was not from this side of the globe… She also made a comment about my lovelife, how she was hoping (just like all our other friends) that in due time the he and i would finally be. But until now, there is no (if not little) progress…one thing that I’m trying to trusdt God in. These uncertainties can only make us fear the unknown, but allow us to fully rely and trust in our Heavenly Father. All this, just because of a letter in my Highschool Physics notebook. Funny huh?
