rekindled.
for quite some time, i lost touch with my best friend back in high school. i was mostly to blame, simply because i didn’t do much effort to communicate. i would normally get a text message from her everyday. it didn’t matter if they were quotes, but it just showed that i crossed her mind daily. and the thanks i repaid, was the absence of a single SMS letting asking her how she was doing.
come to think of it, i think i do have a poor way of keeping my friendships with friends from the past. my way of thinking has turned to the "now". whoever i am with at present, whoever i see more often, whoever i spend time with more often..they’re my friends. friends in the past still remained my friends, but always as words. always because we had shared great moments together, but i felt that because i haven’t been around them and they had no idea what was currently going on in my life, they weren’t my friends.
but as i review my mind’s way of thinking, i find it flawed. the main reason why they don’t know what i’m going through is because i don’t tell them.
i’ve seen my faulty end of the friendship, and i’m trying what i can to restore lost friendships and rekindle them to the friendship that it was once.
it took me a wake up call from my bes’ boyfriend to make me realize that i haven’t exactly been pulling my weight around. so thanks.
